hangnails

hangnails
peeling
myself 
apart
like an onion--
is there
anything more 
to find
beneath
this tender flesh?

all I can see 
is reddening 
skin, 
yellow fat, 
muscle
pulled taut--

I can't breathe,
but maybe 
if I tug hard enough,
I'll unravel,

smaller
smaller
smaller

until 
something
like myself
is revealed. 

but so far,
I am nothing 
but coppery bone, 
    
my skull bare 
with an 
undying smile.


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